Some thoughts this week.

This video brings me peace this week. It's been a hard week. Interview. Exam. Studying and studying. Guilt for not studying enough, for having a disaster of a house, for not doing much with my family.... Tomorrow my exam will be over! Soon I will get a call about a new job offer. Things change but God doesn't. I watched this video today and thought to myself how great it would have been to be right there with Jesus, following him, watching people be healed...then I heard Him say to me that He is right here. With me. Right there. I am following Him. Maybe not as closely as I should. Maybe I lag behind, thinking He's going the wrong way, thinking He won't see me, He won't choose to heal me. But He is there. It doesn't matter what I think. And that is why I can hope. And that is why I can change.